Help!

Ele…os seus olhos…a sua boca…ele.

Ela acorda, a claridade a entrar pelo quarto…foi só um sonho, não passou de um sonho, ela suspira aliviada, senta-se na cama ainda meia a dormir, mete o portátil sobre as pernas e começa a escrever numa página em branco no Word. Escreve durante uns tempos. Levanta-se e vai fazer um café, volta para a cama e volta a meter o portátil em cima das pernas para reler o que escreveu. Em vez do seu extenso texto vê algo escrito em letras pequenas de mais para se perceber realmente o que era. Aumenta a letra “Help” é a palavra. Fecha o portátil rapidamente tira-o de cima das suas pernas e vai rapidamente para a casa de banho.

Ela está no banho, pensativa, desesperada, em sofrimento. Sai do banho, olha ao espelho e encontra novamente a palavra “Help” escrita no espelho embaciado, limpa rapidamente o espelho, e fica a olhar para o seu reflexo. Pega na caixa dos medicamentos, toma-os e sai da casa de banho.

Ele…os seus olhos, a sua boca…ele.

Ela acorda, foi novamente um sonho. Vai a casa de banho passa pelo espelho e algo lhe capta a atenção, volta atrás. É o seu reflexo, mas não exacto, está diferente, não é o presente. Está vestida de maneira diferente, está a chorar, diz algo, que pelos lábios ela percebe ser “help”.

Vai ao quarto pega na mala, nas chaves e sai de casa…

December = Wishlist

Hello everyone, so today is the 1st of December and we all know what that means:

For the ones who are studying and working holidays are coming.

For the ones who do nothing (like me) it just means that you can spend more time with your friends because they have free time.

It also means that colder days are coming and in a lot of places snow, I hate the fact that doesn’t snow in Lisbon.

It also means that Christmas is coming, I don’t hate Christmas but I don’t love it either, I like all the food and spending some time with family that I don’t see so often but besides that the Christmas Spirit is disappearing…but let’s be honest everybody is going to receive some money and we are all already thinking what we are going to buy with that money, thanks to our consumer society.

 Since my birthday (in September) I’m hoping that I receive enough money to make my first tattoo, I’m really excited about that…and also I really need some warm clothes, because I just now realized that all my Winter shirts have horizontal stripes and I’m sick of that.

So yeah, since Christmas is coming I’m doing my list for Santa in here aka my wishlist.


1st thing that i would love to have is (drums please):

Both of this Jeffrey Campbell Shoes

This Nikki Lipstick awesome hoodie

This purple lipstick form MAC.

This jackets from Drop Dead!

And this plugs.

So this is my wishlist, i've i could have all of these i would be very happy :) if you want make a comment 

telling me what is in your wishlist, have a good beginning of December. Kisses and bye bye

Hello everyone!
So last Thursday i went to the Machine Head show here in Lisbon and it was amazing!
Here are the bands that performed:
Darkest Hour - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m06ayCYCIJQ
Devildriver - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ySpk3ErFd0
Bring me the Horizon - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWmNsHDdWFU&feature=relmfu
and of course Machine Head - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8OCBWPQswNo

I enjoy all of theme but i have to say that I loved Bring me the Horizon, it was so good, and for the first time in my life i did crowd surf. I got punched in the eye and i also lost my shoe but i had so much fun.
I also loved Machine Head, i got to say that i wasn't a big fun, like i knew them but i wasn't crazy about them, but Machine Head live is sooooooo good, seriously i got the chills listing to the guitar solos.
It was a really good night with really awesome bands, i loved  it!

Olá pessoal! Ou não pessoal visto que ainda não tenho nenhum seguidor e não sei se alguém irá ler o que posto aqui. Bem também não tenho feito grande coisa pelo blog não é verdade?
Bem aqui vai o desabafo do dia...

Sabem quando estamos cansados e dizemos "quem me dera que não houvesse escola. quem me dera que não tivesse que trabalhar", sabem? Bem eu sei porque já várias vezes disse isso! Mas nunca pensei que não fazer nada fosse tão...secante.
Infelizmente este ano não consegui entrar na faculdade, ou seja, não faço nada da vida não é verdade. Ontem fui distribuir currículos a vários sítios, vamos lá ver se consigo arranjar um part-time para preencher algum tempo e ganhar algum dinheiro que também é muito bom.
Como tenho tanto livre, ando a pensar em criar um canal no youtube. Nada de vlogs, tutorias e essas coisas, que isso eu gosto de ver não fazer. Apenas vídeos, como complemento ao meu blog no tumblr, que é também exactamente o que este blog é.

Bem andei aqui a divagar (e nunca pensei quando criei este blog que ia postar algo tipo "diário") mas pronto não tenho andando com inspiração para escrever, mas vou tratar disso.

Bye bye

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She was lying in her bed in the peace of that silence cold night.

 Just lying…I could say that she was crying but that would be just because cold and silence is somehow linked to sadness and it would be already expected. Well she was not crying…  

She was not laughing, she was not thinking, she was not felling, she was just there.

Well… she would be if such thing was possible, at least for her it was not possible.

She couldn’t just stop thinking; for all that she knows nobody could. She tried, so many times, you know…not to think, but when she was lying in the silence trying not to think she would just start thinking about not to think.

 Moving on, there was a girl lying in her bed in the peace of that silence cold night, just thinking.

Welcome me!

Hello, I'm Rita aka Alexa and this is my personal blog. I'm going to write about what i feel like to, it may be music, movies, fashion, fellings, my day... I don'te really now. Also I'm portuguese so sometimes i'll post stuff in portuguese, i can write in portuguese and in english so it really depends on what i'm going to write about.
Well this was just like an intro i'll maybe post some real stuff later.