Long time, no see.

hello there internet...

i know i haven't wrote anything in a long time, but honestly i haven't been inspired to write anything, or draw, well to create nothing really...

I'm working in getting my life in some kind of path, making some changes because, I’m going to be totally honest here, i' m not felling to good abou myself. I never was too sure of myself but since like 6 months ago it has been worse so i decided to do something about that, to get some confidence back.

First of all i dyed my hair this yesterday, I’ve always been blonde but now some pieces of my hair are brown and i like it, it's a big change for me and i'm not use to it yet.

Second i went to a job interview today and i try to be an improved version on me, i acted all confident and smiled, i tried to be very nice and look happy.

I have a bad habit, i always tell myself things that i have to do, like i'm going to paint more, i'm going to watch my diet, you know stuff like that, but i never really do anything, and it has to change.

I want to become someone else, well still me but an improved version of me.

(I don't know who is gonna read this but i think i wrote this to myself)

2012

Hello there, hope everybody is doing fine! So yeah, we’re in 2012, a new year a new beginning!

And it’s about this that I want to talk about!

So last year was not a really good year for me, a lot of stuff happened but that’s the good thing about a all new year right? You can just put all the shitty stuff that happened, all of the tears, all of the heartbreaks, all of the frustration, all of the bad things behind but please keep the good moments that have became memories.

So…this year the world is supposed to end I guess, but screw that!!! This is year can be a wonderful and happy year, and so I’m going to do some changes in my life!

Yeah, like I said, some stuff happened in 2012 but so what? It’s time to get on my feet and do something about it! I’m a pretty positive person, but that doesn’t mean that good things will happen if I just sit my ass on my chair and wait for it.

If you want good thing to happen you have to pursuit them, and don’t count on luck, sometimes it doesn’t work, you have to make your own luck, and don’t count on destiny (if you believe in that) because destiny is tired of make things happen for you!

Make this year all about you, don’t think about doing something, just do it, if something appears on your way don’t cry about it just overcome your obstacles, we’re only as good as we make ourselves be!

And no, I’m not just saying this because it’s what we are suppose to do, I really mean this, I’m going to do things by myself for myself…and here are some of my new years resolutions:

-Stop being lazy and start doing stuff.

-Be more confident and don’t think about what people may think what I’m going to say or do.

-Find a job.

-Work on my résumé.

- Study to get into college.

- And start writing on my blog more often hahahaha xD

This are only a few, but please tell me some of your new year’s resolutions, and I know we make this list every fucking year but it’s time to take it “seriously”.